ECSTATIC

So today I had an AWESOME job interview..The lady who interviewed me was really nice....She told me that my cover letter and resume was the best one she has seen in a long time. The position she is looking to fill is part-time in Fargo. The pay is really well plus you receive commission. It is a sales position, you find your own clients and you make direct commission off of their trips. You also get really good deals on travel yourself. She has to do some talking to the manager in Fargo, but I could tell she wanted to hire me. She said that if the position isn't available now then she would be willing to hold on to the application and we would stay in touch until another position opened. My interview went AMAZING! She said she will try to open up a position in Saint Cloud in case there isn't something available in Fargo. She said that majority of the people they hire stay on the job for years so that is nice to hear as well. I think I may take some courses in travel & tourism. It really interests me and is always changing. So, I should hear back on that with in the next week to two weeks she said, and then hopefully then I will be off to Fargo!!!! Yeah!!!!
Anyways, I am off....for now...if you wanna know more just give me a call!!!!!

sad/happy all at once...

My grandma's wake was today, yea, that was hard....really hard to go to....I HATE BEING THE STRONG/RESPONSIBLE ONE ALL THE FUCKING TIME...!!!!!!!!
It was nice being able to see family that I haven't seen in awhile. Why is it that the only time I run into family or see family is when someone dies...I mean that is pathetic...

Low points of today: My grandma's wake....being depressed....always being picked on by everyone!

High points of today: I got to see family, Amanda & Landen!!!

today is my grandmother's funeral and my holiday party at work......hm the first one I have to, the second I want to go to I think...IDK THOUGH.....
I will update more later....
GOOD NIGHT!

hmmmmmmmm....
I had no desire to go to work today...so guess what??? I didn't go!!!! hahahaha....no, I just needed some time at home....granted my check will be small next week...but sometimes you just have to deal with that.....right??? RIGHT!!!!
So I burnt a new cd today...it is really good!
I cleaned my apartment....which was much needed....
I updated my myspace a little bit...
I e-mailed a friend I haven't spoken too in quite a while...
I acted a little bit crazy...
I did my make-up and hair...so that even though I feel like shit...I love AMAZING...hehe
I made funeral arrangments
I played with Griffey...who gets smarter everyday mind you....and cuter too :)

sad :*(

it's' really hard being the responsible one....but someone has to do it...
so i have been feeling like crap all day long....
i slept all day and kept my phone on silent b/c i didn't want to be bothered...
i was on my way into my bedroom at 1145 or so tonight and noticed that i
had missed about 15 calls from my Uncle Lee....so I gave him a call back...expecting the worst....at 10:15 tonight my Grandma Korvela passed away...she was the only grandparent left...and I was very close to her...why is it that everytime that something bad happens...10 things worse happen right afterwards....my Uncle is planning the funeral for Friday....so now not only did I lose my last living Grandparent...but I have to go a week before I can get any closure...a week of Erik needing to be taken care of b/c of his knee and needing to chauffer Jess around...normally these things wouldn't bother me but I don't know how I am going to deal with all of this, christmas shoppingn for the family, and work all week long....I just need to go to sleep and wake up to it being January.....
On top of it all....We have $15 till Friday and two cars to fill with gas...shitty huh???

Oh well, I am strong and have made it through many rough things so I should pull through...who knows this may top the cake and next thing you know I will be at PRARIE.....at least then I would be in Fargo...

I am gonna go watch Nick at Nite

hmMmMmMmM

okay...so I had to work today....it sucked...no payments....i think I want a new job...but then again I don't know if I do....I am getting sick of a desk job. I want something that I can be on my feet with....who knows when that will happe though.....maybe I should start looking now.....
So, Heather had her baby December 5th. She had a little girl named Elisabeth Sue....she is absolutely fucking adorable...I love her already. She makes me smile :)
Tabitha leaves for MRU in less than a month :*( it makes me sad and happy all at the same time because I will miss her just being a phone call and a 2.5 hour drive away, yet at the same time....I am excited that she gets to go and do something so exciting and beneficial to her career!!!! :) Congrats honey....I LOVE YOU!
Erik is recovering very well from his knee surgery....I am amazed at how much motion he has in his knee already...
Christmas is only 16 days away so I really need to go Christmas shopping. I already know what I am getting everybody....
For Erik I am getting him a picture of us for his desk at work and then also a video game for XBOX.....
For Jess we are getting her some jewelery, shirts, shoes and purses....just stuff so she can accessorize with.
For Katie I am getting her a paper shredded I think....the only way I wouldn't would be if Al & Dona already got her one.
For Karen & Diane we are getting a food saver.
For Al....we will probably get him a gc someplace
For Dana we are getting her a throw blanket I think...but who knows.....I have no idea.....anyways...I am gonna go to bed...I have a husband who thinks nothing of putting me down every chance that he gets and I am sick and tired of it and need to go to bed......that is the only way that I get away from it.

Knee Surgery

Well, Erik had knee surgery today...went smoothly...though I was at the doctor's office for 5 hours today....that went kind of slowly....All is good though, I am just glad that he will be able to resume playing softball this spring...summer and upcoming fall...
Erik and I are officially trying to have a baby...well once he feels comfortable having SEX again...hopefully we can do it without the fertility drugs but if not then we can't....hopefully, we don't become pregnant with 4 babies all at once though...that would be just my luck!!!
I am anxious for the holidays to be over..Erik and I don't even have a tree up yet. Al gave us one but it doesn't have a base so I am going to go get a tree on Friday....I still have to do pretty much all of our Christmas shopping. We will do that on the 16th...with Angi's and my weddings being this fall that didn't give me much time to get our Christmas shopping done!!!!! I am still excited for the holidays to be here....
Tabitha goes to MRU (Maritius) on January 4th til April 4th....aweee she won't be just a phone call away anymore then....it is a great opportunity for her though and I am so proud of her :)
But that is enough rambling for now...

New....

Well, this is kind of a new site for me....
It's kinda nice to have a place to go to just to vent....sure, there is myspace, and facebook and xanga...but like everybody and then some have all of them...so you have to make EVERYTHING personal PRIVATE.....grrr...
So, a little bit about me.....
I am 22, married, I live with my husband (obviously), my little sister and our puppy GRIFFEY!!!!! I am just lovin' life and trying to find out what I WANT TO DO WITH MY LIFE. Yah, yah, I know I am married....I should know what I want to do...
I mean more so in the lines of a career. I have a degree in Public Welfare Financial Worker, but I have always wanted to become an attorney...then there is this little part of me that LOVES CHILDREN...not LITTLE...it is HUGE....I love to be around kids, I can act goofy, be silly, wear pj's and they don't care...so I think I may want to open a licensed day care...but I have to wait til I have a house to do that.
Most of all though, I want to be a MOTHER....I just have to convince my husband that we are ready for children now :)
I love to read, watch movies and be active.
My favorite movie is A Time To Kill....watching that shows me why I want to be an attorney....I also love ROMANTIC COMEDIES....especially the ones that make you tear up....like "THE NOTEBOOK" I love that movie....the book is even better....
anyways...that is enough about me...I am gonna go watch tv....